Throbbing Silky Sheets

My poor brain - it feels like it's melting.

I'm at school right now, it's just after 9 pm. It seems that everyone in the lounge is making death utters, but I'm not quite sure. I don't really feel like being part of the group tonight. I'm being rather anti-social, mostly because I'm just absolutely exhausted.

I've started putting clay on my sculpture project though. This thing is absolutely terrifying. It's not very nice of me, but I really don't like the person I'm sculpting. It's just one of those situations where there is no particular reason - I just don't like her.

Besides that though, I'm quite proud of myself. I've never done anything to this scale before. It's about 12 inches tall, and 5 or 6 inches deep. about 8 inches wide... The largest sculpture I've ever done has been like... a third of that. I will take pictures at some point in time. Maybe I'll figure out how to show pictures of things I've done easily on here.

I've also been working really hard on two musician's CD covers. The first one was very pleased with it, and should be releasing the CD for sale soon - possibly a couple of days. The second one, I literally just finished it, so I'm waiting for his opinion. I'm not really allowed to release these images until they've put out the CDs.

Besides that though, school is getting rather draining just because there's only three weeks left to this quarter. It's the crunch, and I still haven't paid for this month yet. The school kind of can't do anything about it either though - since they didn't send in a form that the student loan board requires to release funds.

I'm really glad I have a place where I can ramble on for what would be the equivalent of pages and pages of my journal. It's rather freeing to get some of my thoughts out somewhere. Somewhere I know I'm not going to have a stalker effect like livejournal. I think that was the thing that really freaked me out - because I knew I couldn't say certain things about certain people, because there was no telling if they were watching or not. Of course, I seem to be at a point where I will literally just tell people they're sick, pathetic, un-loved losers to their faces...
so it's not necessarily the only reason I hate livejournal.

Anyway...Wow, that's the first word I've heard about the blond bitch (who has lost name over time) in probably... dear lord... several months at least. Odd, I never seem to be the one to bring her up though.

Speaking of nothing on that topic though - should it worry me that my fiance seems to have a male soul mate? *laughs and scratches the back of her head uncomfortably* Or maybe it should bother me more because they'd be prettier together. *LOL*

*flops*

Oh, I depressed myself. *chuckles*

Anyway, I wonder how much nicer this place would be if these kids were taught to use their inside voices at a young age...

I really just want to go home and go to sleep. I have to wake up for my class at 10 am tomorrow morning, and I just really don't get much rest throughout the week since most of the classes go until ten-ish, and then it takes us anywhere from 45 minutes to 2 hours to get home, depending on the people around us. We were supposed to go to a bowling party tonight... but I don't like the idea of being the only persons not wearing a fursuit...