Tuesday, August 28, 2007

STRONG TIGHTER FIRMER SEXIER ...glutes.

Bowflex commercials are sad.

But I still want one. XD



...Okay, so I'm feeling really shitty today. Like, I literally just...skipped classes today just because I'm feeling so low. Like... uber low. Like, crying every five minutes kind of low.

I'm trying to pretend around friends that I'm doing okay and that I'm happy but I'm really not. Maybe it's just today because every other day I'm sort of on the level. But today, I just can't seem to get a good...mojo or something....going.

Or grammar for that matter.

I'm awful today.

Besides that, I'm sitting here watching "Beauty and the Geek" because all the loan places are already closed, so I can't figure out what I need to do to get home. I think it's generally agreed that I might stay for half a year in Edmonton to work first. But I can always stay for like...four months or five, and then get a job set up in Vancouver before I end up having to go to school again. I should have close to 8000 dollars saved up by then, or at least, that much of my debt paid off. Which will be good. It's just going to get really, really lonely.

We can visit each other at cons, but...I just don't like that idea. I hope he graduates soon so we can just live together again.