I've been finally getting a lot out of my mind which has been building up, it would seem.Erik is my muse. I didn't realize it until a couple days ago, when suddenly I was having ideas again. I haven't had artistic ideas in so long.
Ironically, the angel of music seems to be dropping by at random. Perhaps, not the unearthly blessings that are usually bestowed, but it's a hell of a lot nicer than the crap I've been turning out over the years.
Finally, I can start expressing myself again. Oh, I can only imagine what sort of words I'll put to paper once I get to Paris. I'm still wondering if Jen will go with me. She never really answered me when I asked her to.
I really hope that I can officially be known as "The artist who does the Phantom of the Opera Artwork all the time." Except, you know... people would know my name.I really want people to feel something when they look at my art. I want to make people feel again. I still have SO much to learn though.
I know I'll get better. I love this Open Canvas one I did... It's for an Illustrate the Lyrics contest in the Phantom Club on DeviantART. I chose a rather random part in the ALW Musical... Where La Carlotta is making fun of Erik's opera, Don Juan Triumphant.
Now, I just have to break my geekyness, and remember that Artistic license is taken when writing plays, and fan novels. I'm very disappointed with the Kay novel already, and I haven't even read it yet. I hope mine won't put shame to the story. Ah well..
He is always there inside my mind...
